too late for regrets.

Sometimes,

2012-02-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

I really want to ask someone this question .....

What are actually your priorities? Or should i say who are your priorities? Are we even considered part of that now? Of course not to be the first, but are we even in a place in your heart? Do you ever care? Or maybe we are just treated for granted and promises all meant nothing to you.

I may be assuming things thus I've never asked but that's also because I'm hoping things will change as time passes. However, it doesn't seem like it and I'm so tired of it I don't want to care anymore :)

#itfeelsgoodtorantaboutsomething #justsaying

Sum up of 2 0 1 1 . . .

2012-02-04T02:22:00.003+08:00

How should i say it in one blog post??? Hmm actually so much had actually happened during that one year and I must say it was really one of the most 'happening' year with the biggest changes to my life, both good and bad ones. Overall, it's more of the bad ones actually haha and I've never liked changes so that makes 2011 a very bad year for me... D:

Back in January to February, it was the busiest period of my poly days where we had fyp reports to rush, fyp presentations and also final exams to prepare for. It was kinda stressful meeting the deadlines but yet it's NOTHING as compared to what is waiting for me in uni!!

HAHA come to think of the fyp process, it's still kind of fun and memorable actually. It's a period of time in my poly that i'll never forget and come to think of it, time really flies back then... So missing those fun times with my clique playing and joking around in lectures .. Unlike NOW where everything's so different.

On the last day of FYP

And this is my fyp teacher in charge, the best one you can ever ask for!

Sadly our group didn't take any pics with her after our presentation and here's the only picture i had with her taken during our last PTN where she coincidentally became our class tutor!!! She was a new lecturer and we were doubting her and all, but turns out she's a really nice lecturer! :D

The phase of my poly days very soon ended in the 2nd week of March where i had my last paper. And that's where everything came to an end... SO SAD. Yeah, and it was then my long holidays before i am confirmed a place in the local university.

This was our last PTN picture together, really miss those days with everyone around~

Throughout the period from March to April, I then took a short break despite being nagged by my mum to go get a job. Everyday is sleep late, wake up late, go out play, come back late and routine repeats!!! LIFE WAS GOOD SO FAR. and im like hey , i love 2011.

And then sometime in early April, I went for a short trip to genting with xt jy keith and ryner as planned! Although its just the 5 of us and despite others who went to amazing places, I truly enjoyed myself there. It was really an awesome getaway and I never felt so relaxed before. For once, you'll really forget about all the things you need to worry about and just play.

One retarded pic taken when they ton over my house before the trip, miss those madness days!

Taken on the last day of our trip! Happy us, back then.

After the genting trip, I very soon got a job and started working in NTU with miyane's clique. It was crazily far, I don't know why did i even took up the job anyway. But anyway, I'm glad I did because it's kinda nice working there. Everyday we are like going there to play and chitchat instead, hehe it was so fun and carefree! I don't even complain that much about my work despite being always nagged by doreen. Haha!!

One of the cheeky stuff we did to miyane back then, haha retarded max!

However, when i started working, I somehow began to drift apart with xt and the rest because I didn't really had the time to meet them as much as I could before. Between that period, we had misunderstandings that led to us falling out and i guess this WAS one of the worst down period I had in that year.

No matter what I did, it all seemed wrong in their eyes and I really felt terribly sad. Even the person whom I trusted and thought would be helping me at least, turned against me. I refused to believe it seriously, and I asked for confirmation again and again. Nothing can really explain my feeling that night when everything just hit me so suddenly, unprepared. I tried very hard to hold back my tears while talking to ryner on the phone as he was telling me what happened. It was to the point until I couldn't take it anymore and I hung his call by just saying bye, i'll talk to you later....

It sounded so dramatic now but everything I say is true okay!! I can remember this incident so clearly how I felt at that point of time even till now LOL! So after I hung his call, I pm-ed Eunice on msn (thankfully she's online) to ask her if I could call her and of course she said okay. Then I called her and told her everything that I knew while I kept crying and crying uncontrollably :'(

I think she's the only person whom I've called and cried at, in my whole 20th life.. O M G. It was past midnight at that time and what's worst? Both of us have work the next day! But still we talked till almost 3am and she really did a good job comforting me. So after all the dramatic crying over the phone, I calmed down a little and told her to go sleep first since it was so late and she had work next day too. But i wanna say in so thankful for Eunice to be around that night if not my I'll be feeling much worse without her I guess.

But still I couldn't sleep that whole night! I kept thinking to myself on bed.. what have I done wrong to be treated like this? Is it for not answering a phone call?? And why was i ignored even when I want to apologize, upon realizing the late miss call?? I really didn't understand.. And I thought since my apology wouldn't be accepted, i would not do it again. TRUE WHAT. Who would wanna apologize twice right?!

I think that's my shortcoming, making me say sorry TWICE is almost impossible. High ego maybe? So I thought avoiding the situation for the time being might be a good way for them to cool down and soon they'll forget what happened right?

NO it got WORSE! They did so much nasty stuffs to me like.. going out without me and all, purposely making me sad. And I only found out cause I was v close to ryner at that period of time where he was the one that was somehow on my side. I thought at least I lost someone I used to trust a lot, I still managed to gain one back. So i was like FINE, if they want to continue treating me like that I'll rather not try salvaging that friendship anymore~

It was almost a 2 week of cold period with them I think. Until one day I decided to try salvaging it the LAST TIME, and then I texted xt a long message to talk things out. Things got better somehow better around that time, but still we were all in a very AWKWARD situation like there's a gap in between us which cannot be brought closer.

And after that, we still had minor misunderstandings occurring between us. It was a lot of drama la.. Don't really want to go and recall all the unhappy stuffs, but really it took almost a few months before everything was fixed and things only returned to normal only in late July. I'm really glad for it to be over. And I never want to let the same thing happen again. NEVER~ And because of all this drama, so much things have changed somehow.

So sometime in late April, poly results was then released and the happiest thing I felt was getting A for Fyp because you know your efforts paid off! :D Soon, i received my first uni offer letter which was from NUS and not NTU. Hmm I had mixed feelings at first because I was more keen in getting NTU's letter but it never came only till May which was just a week before my graduation. But anyway, I still chose NTU anyway hahaha.

May was graduation, an official end to my poly days... Mixed feelings again, happy and sad. Happy is I finally graduated and I did well. Sad being departed with my classmates where we all have to move on to our next step in life AND also my mum losing my diploma. Whose mum can be more blur than mine?!

But despite everything, graduation was still a very very fun one!

And here's the one and only picture which i had with my beloved diploma left, sighhh

BEECHIN, my graduation partner!!! :)

Because she's the only person i know whom is sitting near me while the rest of my classmates were all far apart from us. Sobbz.

All of best people that's been with me during the 3 years in poly! love u ppl :D

Besides graduation, I also had a meetup with my sec sch classmates during May. We had a 3D2N stayover at pasir ris chalet and I stayed for all days. It was a impromptu one yet it was damn successful and i really enjoyed catching up with all of them.

A picture that nobody was allowed to laugh! Everyone looked so serious except me, I wanted to laugh so badly Hahahaha.

And catching up with sylvia was really good as well, and I still thought she would be my classmate in uni but in the end she dropped out.. sighhh

And then a part 2 visit to wild wild wet with some of them!

In June, things were still more or less the same as it is. My days revolved around work - go out - work - go out!! Hahahaha. Oh ya, June was Ng's birthday and we celebrated it at timbre together. We ate, drank and went to play pool till late night. v fun :D

Now that I blog about it, I realised i spent most of my may/june/july period meeting up with sec sch classmates. I'm glad for them being around with me when it was my down period~ They bring lots of laughter and I always enjoy outing with them! However, now we don't have the time to meet up as often already since the guys are all in army which is so sad. WHY LIKE THAT!!!

ALL OF US AT TIMBRE!!!

MY GIRLS!!

Soon it was july, and i left my ntu's job around mid july for the preparation of my university enrollment. And I worked lots of IT shows thanks to foo pulling me into microsoft. Wouldn't have earned extra cash without her hehe! Get to know a few pple too and one of which we always worked with was Alvin.

At Expo, where we knew him for the first time. He dance really well for KINECT!

And once where he treated both of us dinner and drinking as our ''commission'' due to our incredible sales for xbox at expo hahaha!

July was foo's birthday as well, and as requested by her we went to the hk cafe for her to to drink her large ice milk tea and we had a good time!

HER GIGANTIC MILK TEA!

I wonder how we did managed to finish the whole jug tt day!?

Looking at the some photos taken in the month of july, I met up with my pri sch friends quite often and surprisingly enough, we actually went to visit back to our pri sch area! :p

HERE'S MY PRIMARY SCH!!

And we ate ice-pop too, omg ~ HUAI NIAN MUCH!!

And in late July, I eventually moved into my hostel with cheryle my roomie! Yes, literally bringing all the stuffs there and clean the damn ugly place too. Haha

This was how it looked before. Super duper cui!!!

And with all the moving in and cleaning up the place, slowly our hostel became more 'homely' like this...

OK! Please ignore the dirty floor, it can't be cleaned... :(

After all the moving in,we then had our hall camp in August! It was a super duper long camp,1 whole week from 1st aug to 7th aug. It's 7D6N. Crazy right? But actually i zhao-ed on the 6th because it was Eunice's birthday by lying to the people in charge, if not u think they let me go meh! LOL

Anyways, hall camp was quite a memorable one. In summary other than the orientation games, there was fright night where I really had FRIGHT, and there was clubbing at club avatar which was fun! Then there's also SP night and senior-junior date (which is stupid!) Lastly,was the 'sports' night (idk what that event was) where they nominated Mr and Miss hall 6. It was totally insane cause they made us run like hell!

But in overall, it was great knowing more people in the hall! However i didnt really cliqued with most of the people in my og group at the end cause we actually had not much common topics plus i'm not active in hall activities these days. So eventually they're more of like an acquaintance now :/

I was quite active initially k, I actually went to support their pageant bash at club avatar!

Taken with the og mates,I like the quality of the photos taken despite dark lights! haha

Then, i also went for their '1 night stand' supper event!

Looking back, I was really active much at the beginning, but what happen to now?! HAHA

So august 6th was eunice's birthday and because i left the camp 1 day earlier we still can celebrate it for her! Hehe and we went on a picnic, AGAIN!!! This time at pasir ris park! =D

It was a great night with good food and company of course!

After eunice's birthday, national day falls on the 9th aug! Spent it kinda differently this year because i went to watch fireworks with girlfriends along with sm andy and ys! Our view for the fireworks was amazing! FIRST TIME MANAGED TO SEE IT SO NEAR!! YAY! Hopefully we can do this every year for then on :D

Pic taken when we settled down there for our 'picnic'

School started directly the day after national day which begins my WORSE NIGHTMARE!!! And when sch started, time zoom past really quickly! Plus I really had difficulty coping at the start, like wtf is calculus and physics which i've NEVER LEARNT BEFORE. And my standard for physics was only till o levels then for maths it stopped at yr 2 engineering maths (which is chicken feet as compared to what im doing now. i am serious!). Plus there's always quiz quiz quiz and more quiz. Living like hell those days, so glad it was over!!!

Before i realised it, it was then the September month and its my birthday month! Really had an enjoyable 20th because of the many people who celebrated it with me this year, which made me really touched!!! (L) (L) (L)

First one was with my girlfriends at alps cafe.

Was actually expecting the guys to turn up too since they promised during our national day outing but in the end they eventually put aeroplane and left ys alone with us! Was kinda disappointed at start cause its been long since they celebrated it with me! D:

Nevertheless, it was still an awesome celebration with the girls itself. But honestly, I was a little unhappy about the celebration date because it was way too early (about 1wk) before my actual birthday and I was actually expecting them to be able to make it for my actual birthday this year D: But its okay! I'm easy going too hehehe

2nd one was with my og mates

Celebrated it during one of our OG steamboat we had in hall, together with a guy whom had his birthday near mine! It was a surprised one which i totally never expected since it was like a week before my actual birthday.

And here's a handmade birthday card from them which contains lots of great bday wishes!

3rd celebration with the polymates,the last time seeing the guys with hair too! haha!!

And i must say that every year without fail,I'll definitely enjoy my birthday with these bunch of people! Am really thankful to have met them in my poly days, every single one of them!!! Particularly, cheryle reenie whom have celebrated it with me throughout the 3yrs!

One addition thing that i really look forward to celebrate my birthday with them every year is the handmade birthdays cards we'll never fail to do for one another everytime♥♥ Its like it's been our culture already haha :) I love to receive cards on my birthday, i always have! And I keep every card that people have gave me properly in my drawers and i like to look back at them occasionally. Its really meaningful k! However, not everyone would actually make cards for one another and I get disappointed if i don't receive one too~ Hahaha.

4th celebration was with my pri sch friends!

This was actually a very surprised one cause they texted me few hours before my birthday to ask me out for supper at 11. I still thought it was normal cause we randomly meetup for suppers quite often too. And i wasn't expecting it cause in the past years we don't usually celebrate birthdays together. Instead, we'll just text and wish each other happy birthday and to me that is already sufficient cause they'll always remember to wish me.

And cindy's really thoughtful cause she made a trip down to my hall and noticed that i don't decorate my study table in my room so they gave me a photo frame with their pictures in it so that i can place it on my table so i can be reminded of them all the time!! :)

Then again, it makes me feel so guilty because i didn't do anything for their birthday this year :( Hmm i shall do something for them next year in return then! :)

This is my study table in hall with the photo frame they gave and the birthday card my girls did for me.

And i have this pic on my pinboard too (which eunice only gave it to me during christmas!) But she got sent me the soft copy on my birthday la! Hahaha so nice :D

The final celebration was with the usual 4 on my actual day!

Hehehe and im really thankful that every year i have the four of them because if they didn't celebrate it with me this year, i would be so alone on my day before heading back to hall that night. So.. many loves for u all ♥♥

However, i was really upset actually because it seemed like every year they'd always face problems planning for my birthday... For example, the people I've always expected to turn up would always not turn up eventually because of some other complicated reasons that I will find out from them only after my day is over. Seems like im so jinxed fml.

Back in the prev year, it was yk and yw then last year it was kel and this yr just when i thought ryner and sh would be different, they also did the same thing. For sh i can understand because it was her grandfather's birthday, but ryner? Was very disappointed actually when i heard that he was with sh considering the fact that we were actually v close friends during the 'drama' period and after that, we always are.

But I know i should not spoil the mood since xt and the rest had planned my day so well for me. So i just kept it to myself that day and faked a smile even though i'm very affected by it actually. Anyway, they eventually still turned up for dinner and i was feeling a little better.

But what really disappoint me the most was knowing that they only wrote my birthday card on the day of my birthday when i was asked to go the toilet with xt... I wasn't happy about it of course. I feel that birthday messages should be written beforehand with some thoughts and it should not be something rushed out on the last minute. Oh well, it's already over so i shouldn't be affected anymore as i am typing this post.. :)

After my birthday, most of my guy friends are then enlisted into army and so my 'happening' days died off suddenly... Now everything seems so quiet alr. I actually still kinda miss those times when we all can just meetup almost anytime/anywhere we want! But it's so difficult now, even weekends also seemed impossible.

Here's the last outing pic taken before botak neo went to army.. haha!

Life basically revolves around school most of the time after everyone was busy with their own stuff. Midterm was in October and I was really so busy back then! Cause almost everyday was spent studying and i swear was never so hardworking in my life before! For the whole of my recess week, I was mugging with cheryle. And only for 1 day, I left it free to celebrate siwei's birthday on the 2nd of october!

We ate at hot tomato!!! :D

Initially shishan couldn't join us cause she had family chalet at the very last minute but since we've already made plans for siwei's birthday on that day, we had no choice to go without her :( I bet sw was disappointed hearing that ss couldnt come. But afterwhich, she impromptly invited us over to her chalet! Didn't plan on staying for the night at first cause nobody brought clothes at all and we were sticky since we were out whole day. However,we stayed on in the end hahaha!

It was a crazy night with them, i love stayovers like this :):)

October was also jy's birthday, lucky for him that his birthday falls on the weekend and we did managed to celebrate it for him if not he'll be so poor thing spending it in camp haha. So we went katong to sing karaoke and had dinner over at megumi, a kinda famous jap restaurant in that area. The food there was good, just that it's a little too pricey... haha!

Pic with the birthday boy~

And pic of me and xt with her food! :P

After October comes November, you can say its my most busy month in the whole year! They celebrated hq birthday on the 1st november, i wanted to join them for awhile till evening time before i head off somewhere. But in the end, i only managed to join them for baking session... it was delayed because we baked overtime and i had no time to go marina barrage to meetup with hq with them.

But the cupcakes are beautiful,aren't they! 21 cupcakes for her 21st:D

Us all taking turn to try and 'write' words on the cupcake. cat is the most talented one among us!

After hq's birthday comes vanessa's birthday which falls during our 1 week study break and we went for Kdinner buffet on that sunday! hahaha self declare no need to study that day haha :/

Taken by the kbox staff, the room given to us was huge but super far from the food counter! D:

After van's birthday, basically almost everyday of my study week was spent studying for the final exams. I think i was 'tortured' the most by physics and calculus!! ZZZ during that whole week, i sorely concentrated on the first 3 papers which were physics calculus and organic chem! These were enough to kill. I didn't even touch on the other 2 which was the week after.

But still no matter how many times I practiced doing on physics and calculus, I still couldn't see any light! In conclusion, calculus and physics is really not about how much you practice! Instead, its about whether YOU KNOW IT or YOU DON'T. But i kept thinking positive, believing that I will figure it out someday before the exams. It's until 2 days before my first physics paper I REALLY FREAKED OUT.

I cried at home that day :'( because i was still unable to figure my things out, particularly physics. And i was so afraid that I might fail since i didn't do well for my mid term. I never felt so worse before. Even though how difficult studying was back then, I've never cried before. But this time I did.

Was telling foo about how stressed up and worried i was before my first paper...Glad that she kept encouraging me that kept me going, i think she was worried that i have depression because of studying so she asked me to watch Rm. Hahaha!

On the day of physics paper I still had zero confidence attempting it, all my concepts were shaky plus my foundation were no good. << ITS ALL MR AZAM'S FAULT. I gave my best though i only know how to attempt 3 questions out of a total of 6 and out of the 3 i was only confident for getting 2 right. But i couldn't finish the paper at all, 2 full questions were left blank. Totally blank. First time my life, i left questions blank but it's not because i didn't attempt at all. Instead, it's because there's no time to think of what to write and I dont know what is the question asking for and which chapter formula to use! This IS the WORST paper i've taken my whole life, no doubt!

After physics paper,we had the worst night of our life cause physics ended around 8and we had calculus paper the NEXT DAY!!! IT WAS LIKE GO TO HELL COMBINATION. Luckily for me I stayed in hall, if not if i were to travel back I'll reach home at 10 already. So after dinner, we spent the whole night revising for calculus till it was like 2-3am. Mad one, this is how uni torture poor undergrads like us. Calculus was another demoralizing paper in the end, but still it was slightly better than physics.

Poor cheryle had her birthday fall on the day of calculus paper. But still, some of her friends dropped by with the help of me to our hostel to give her a surprise! Things turned out well :) Rested a bit that night cause our next paper was organic in 1 day time~

Organic paper was the smoothest paper among the rest I've took, probably it was something that we are more familiar with. Then, forensic paper was very tricky and tough! Starting to dislike mcq questions in uni cause the options are all so similar so you must really know which is the EXACT one and they have 5 options unlike poly which only had 4! Lower probability. Last paper was inorganic which was another screwed up one, it was quite tough since we are taking it with the ny scholars people! why we so suay!!!

But once the last paper ended in December, I FELT REALLY GOOD. Although some papers were very screwed, but i know i gave my best le! After the papers, I went to chill out with cheryle and melissa :D Went to eat Chang Korean Bbq at iluma! Damn shiok hehehe

December was my holiday month where I truly enjoyed myself and had lots of rest, almost everyday I went out! Hehe during that month,we had a belated birthday celebration for cat and cheryle at marche for dinner~

Time really flies in the month of December and my first sem's results came out somewhere around the 22dec. It came unprepared some how cause I didn't expect the results to be out at midnight of 21st similarly to SP. I thought uni would be less efficient since there are so many students in uni as compared to poly. Haha so i was watching videos until vanei pm me to infrom me results are out. Gathered all my courage after finishing my video to view my results....

AND I WAS DAMN SHOCKED!

I did very much better than I expected! =D My happiest moment was when i see this~ Physics: PASS. Calculus: A- How did I did that?! What I was expecting was~ Physics: PHAIL. Calculus B- I have no idea how did miracle happen but i guess the bell curve did favor me in the end, thankfully! I love u, bell curve god! This was the best early christmas present can LOL

I was so worried cause before exams results were released, i kept having that bad omen that i will do very badly somehow! But everything turned out fine, i think praying to 11:11 does help hahaha -superstition-

Soon, it was christmas and i celebrated my eve with the usual clique at keith's house again! However as compared to the previous years, this year's celebration felt different. I dont know why, i don't know if its me being too sensitive or what... haha

Few days later after Christmas, 2011 ended! but I didn't spent my new year eve with the above people this year and again it felt different because every year it's always with them and this time it isn't. Was kinda upset about it :'( but i guess its okay cause come to think of it, at least i have Christmas with them! So this year i spent my new year eve with my poly clique cause they wanted to meetup to celebrate jh's birthday~

And we countdown over at my hostel.

I guess it was still a kinda special way to end my 2011 this year. Firstly, having crabs for supper! Secondly, us spending it at the place I used to hate the most during school days! LOL

And I guess staying in hostel did made me alot more independent than I was, it also made me realized how nice was it being at home despite hating to be at home whenever my mum PMS. During the period when i stayed at hall, unknowingly I really felt the importance of family being around! And realizing that, I became really close with my family members since i don't see them on weekdays! hehehe

Here's a message my sister texted me on new year's eve which got me so touched! awww ♥♥

It's amazing how we can always quarrel so badly last time when were young and now us being so close, but we still do quarrel occasionally lah... LOL but all minor one already! hahaha

Okay, this post is really so freaking long and I guess that's all I have to say for 2011. Hehehe it was a great flashback for me on 2011 as i am writing this post. I wonder does anyone actually did read this post of mine from the start to the end, BESIDES MYSELF?!? If anyone of you did, I SALUTE YOU!

I bet this IS my longest blogpost ever in history and fyi, i actually spent 2 weeks on this post itself.. LOL! Alright, now for some new year resolutions of 2012. I should at least list 10. Things i wanna do......

[1] Go overseas with my girlfriends! We've been on this topic for a really long time... and it always never happened. So let's make it happen this year!! :D
[2] Spend more time and do more things together with my family!
[3] Not neglect my primary school friends anymore cause they always complain I don't have time for them!
[4] Be more organised in everything i do!
[5] EXERCISE!!! I've been so lazy to do so ever since.... v long ago! So I should exercise and lose some weight in order to have a healthy lifestyle! Hehe for example, go buy swimming costume & go swim with siwei...been saying that for so long, I must get this done BY this year.
[6] Master basic Korean language, hehehe
[7] Learn more about Baking! Ive a oven at home but i didn't make use of it good enough, so this year i shall try and bake some stuffs~
[8] Saving plans! I must save more money this year than I did last year. Hehe surprisingly enough, I managed to save $900 during my 3month holiday last year.. So this year, I must aim for a $1000 at least!
[9] Visit USS! I damn sua ku, I haven't go yet.......
[10] Have an awesome 21st this year :)

Okay! So in this 2012, I also wish for everything to be as smooth as possible. No conflicts, good health and studies, etc. Hopefully I do accomplish my new year resolutions this year and pray that the 'end of world' phenomenon would not be true cause.....

I STILL WANNA LIVE LONG LONGGGGGGGGGG....

... long enough to graduate from uni, go work, get married and have kids in the future LOL! So random. Hahaha okay this post is really ending here already, BYE.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-01-28T02:40:00.006+08:00

Okayyyy here's a late cny post. Hmm actually i'm still in progress of doing a post for my 2011 summary & i haven't had enough time to finish up since few days ago... Getting lazier,i'll see if i have time to finish up tmr or not if not it'll drag againnn

Anyways, cny this yr was more or less same as last yr. But this yr, i didnt take much pics unlike the prev yr. I think it's cause of the laziness hahaha! I didn't gamble much this yr cause on chu yi my cousin brought card games! So we were all engrossed in learning the card game, it was kinda fun.... smth similar to the bang game that sm brought durng chalet, but a more chim version. Its like a killing opponent game,but you must guess who are your allies and enemies! SO FUN RIGHT, i've always liked mind games like this. keke should invest on getting one too! HAHA

OK! i shall end off with a pic taken during reunion dinner at my uncle place!

I know right! My fringe looks soooo SCREWED here. Damn lah, i hate my haircut. sobz! Grow fringe grow, im going to slp now byez.

My bestie 21st birthday!

2012-01-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

So... on the 11th jan (wednesday) school has officially started for me! *sad*

And just nice it falls on xt's birthday too,but thankfully lecture was only till 1030 so after my lecture, i straightaway went to meetup with them! Awesome to have them coming to boonlay to wait for me & had brunch together before we head for our destination... the ZOO!

Managed to reach there around 12 noon!

Entrance shot taken by the zoo staff & off we go to explore the animals!

It's been really long since i visited the zoo,and the last time I did was when i just finished my olevels. Time really flies and it was also visited with jy and xt along with yl sw kel and king. Hmm, and jy came up with a nickname that we are the BZB "best zoo buddies"! Pawn the bffs hahaha.

Anyway it was still a pretty nice visit to the zoo, but honestly singapore zoo hasn't changed or improved at least a bit in these few years cause it's still more or less the same? And i guess i won't visit for another few more years or at least till the panda is here. Hehehe

Photo of me & the birthday girl while having a breaktime to eat sandwiches!

After we've done conquering the zoo,we then cabbed down to Holland village & thats where deb joined us for dinner. We ate at some italian restaurant as planned. After dinner,we then headed to somerset to walk walk & tt's all for the day. I literally dropped dead when i came home after showering cause i have morning class the next day... Haha tt's all i have to say! Btw it's pass midnight on a sunday now, and tmrw i have classes too! Need to wake up at 8! Omg, the disadvantage part about school starting that I really hate. Till then!!!

all the 21st celebrations in a week.

2012-01-08T03:16:00.001+08:00

First week of 2012 is almost ending, and it's the my last week of holidays already!!! SOBS! *inserts unhappy faces here* :( :( :(

So far, it's been a rather busy week for me cause i've been out like really everyday and I had been attending so many birthday celebrations. January is such a busy month SERIOUSLY!!!

On monday, it was my cousin's 21st birthday party. All my relatives gathered at the party, seems like the cny mood is slowly setting in. But its kinda awkward cause i see my cousin running here and there entertaining people, lol i guess when you have birthday parties like this, you won't really enjoy urself... Hmm wonder how i will celebrate mine this year! Still have a long way though..

And on tuesday,had a meetup with my poly friends to get reenie's present & on wed with my girlfriends to get kaiyong's present. On thursday, we celebrated reenie's 21st birthday at alps cafe. It was a simple celebration and get together but i guess everyone did had a good time bah! :D:D

First 21st celebration with the poly clique!

As for friday,I met up with xt for dinner & some casual shopping since she just came back from beijing not long hehehe!

Then today which is saturday,we attended ky's 21st party at chalet! And it was such a shocking one back then for the girls cause we actually din't knew that he had a twin sister despite knowing him for more than 3 years?! LOL But super envy him cause he have a twin sister which is actually so rare! And it was quite a good get together session with all the guys that are in army & just nice they have all pop-ed today :D Hope there's more opportunity to meet them all again, like real soon hehe crosses fingers that tuesday outing is successful though!

A group picture which is appears so candid & nice! i like :D

Alright,i shall end my wordy post here! Sobz my holidays are ending already, and i'm starting school in 2 days time! After which, i might update lesser already & i haven't done any new yr resolutions post yet,omg procastinate..... HAHA till then!

on the very last day of 2011.

2012-01-01T03:54:00.002+08:00

New year's eve! This year i spent it with my polymates celebrating jh's birthday. Went to pioneer to eat crabs & then after which,we bought some snacks and went to countdown over at my hostel. Headed to the tv room hoping that we could watch the countdown party on tv but sadly,all the tvs in my hall weren't working. So i guess no choice,we had to countdown ourselves. But anyway,it was still an awesome new year eve despite being unable to spend it with the usual company. And I did enjoy myself :))

some kinda of family portrait with jh and cat being the parents HAHA

and this photo is hilarious!!! hehehe!

the awkward moment when u dont know what to say.

2011-12-31T02:06:00.004+08:00

Hmm....it feels kinda weird. I don't know why i have this awkward feeling today that i totally don't know what to say to someone im with. Its like there's something i want to say,but i just cant express it out at all.

I don't know why is it like this!!! And i don't know why but i just can't help feeling so sian whenever i think of ending 2011 this way, you know? :(

After tmr,i should probably do a wrap up post on my 2011 and my coming new year resolutions for 2012. Okay,next entry probably... till then.

when u smile,i smile.

2011-12-30T01:50:00.050+08:00

A day out with mel cheryle & miyane today. Finally ate clarke quay's ba kut teh,yum yum! I think it's quite nice,maybe i shall go back again! i love the soup:D

The plan was to go drinking after dinner but too bad miyane dint join us cause she wasnt feeling v well. But oh well,we still had fun catching up & gossiping before she went off. And after that,the 3 of us went drinking! I think we did managed to make melissa high at the end! hahaha ordered a jug to share but not shiok one cause cant taste much of the vodka & after slacking for sometime,we decided to go elsewhere cause we needed to go toilet. Ended up slacking near the river & this time we bought breezers from 7-11 plus htht a little and before it was getting really late,we headed home!

Tt's all for the day,quite an awesome one i think! Shall end of with some pictures taken because of the nice decorations at clarke quay! yayz! And btw,its freaking 3am now & im still not tired at all. Omg so dead k.

Rule 1. Whenever there's nice deco,it's a must to camwhore!

Attempt to take pics of the bubbles,fail.

In here u see some 'whirl' in the background,but still fail.

Tada, miyane managed to capture nice effect of the bubbles in the bg! So nice!!:D

almost the end.

2011-12-29T02:49:00.001+08:00

Went to catch Sherlock Holmes today with sw! My most anticipated movie for the end of the yr,so glad i did catch it eventually YAY! The movie was quite an awesome one i feel,cause I did enjoy except that I was abit pissed off with the ending initially! Hahaha how can sherlock holmes die right? But I guess,main lead doesn't die so easily!! So in the end,he did not die! LOL but the ending v lame!! But overall,i think it's still worth watching :D

& today I finally went into A&F! Okay i'm damn sua ku right i know cause i lazy go see mah. But i kinda like that place cause inside alot of handsome guys! Nxt time go town must go inside again,and inside srsly have the clubbing feel cause of the music and its darkness... Need some disco lightings then perfect alr hahaha.

Took one pic inside too! hehe

After exploration,we went for some shopping & then we went for supper at old town cafe cause we were tired and thirsty. Hahaha but after that,we were happy & full!!! Love the lime yoghurt smoothie catherine introduced that day! :)

Camwhore while waiting for our supper!!

And here it is! Surprisingly good:D Definitely going there for slacking again hahaha till then!

christmas 2011

2011-12-26T01:05:00.004+08:00

Its another christmas year eve night spend at keith's house this year. But this time we have the more party feel cause we had pizza ordered & drank sparkling juice too! It was still a great night afterall, Merry Christmas!

Keith taking the picture!

And here are pizzas to make you drool, till then!

I know this is not tumblr

2011-12-25T03:13:00.002+08:00

But opps, I saw another picture which I had to reblog. So........ here it is. I promise this is the last one for the night alr then i'll be a good girl & ''try'' to sleep!

To all the people studying chemistry now, this is super duper true right? Hahahaha we are all deceived by chemistry! Damn it!!!

To all the guys out there!

2011-12-25T03:03:00.001+08:00

It's 3am now and I just LOL-ed (literally) surfing tumblr because i read this:

Thought it would be nice to ''reblog'' it here too, hahahaha awesome or what?

On christmas eve

2011-12-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

A little disappointment when we try so hard to organise a outing but there's people tt don't follow plans,and have other plans ahead of yours :(

Oh well. But i still hope today is going to be an awesome one,if not I might just forget about celebrating it again. Hope the gifts I got for my friends are able to make them smile too! HEHE! The best part of Xmas is spending it with your loved ones :D

Merry Xmas eve everyone,hope you all enjoyed it!! And I hope I enjoy mine too despite all the little disappointment I have! Hehe bye!

Daebak korean food!

2011-12-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

Shall make it a a point to update my blog more frequently since its the holidays now & it's great to keep these entries as memories to look back in the future! (:

Hehe so today i had dinner at doong ji with the easties like finally after so many mths of craving hehe!! so happy!! And results was out today! Overall, it was kinda better than my expectation alr cause I'm like totally expecting to get Cs and all.. Though its not exactly fantastic but with that im alr v happy about it. Shall be satisfied since its jus the first sem only,must work hard next sem to pull it up!! (:

With that,I end of with the pics taken today! Don't drool at the food ah!

Wonderful day with the girls!!

Major love for korean food,their side dishes!!

Shiok max!

Our all time favourite rice cakes!

x'mas with ♥

2011-12-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was our annual xmas exchange,it was quite an awesome one!

Met up with foofoo first,and we went to have our lunch at tm! then it started to rain as usual,so we decided not to go town in the end,and shopped ard till we got tired & ended up at starbucks. Waited for the 3 of them to come at night,and diner was at sushi tei! The food was damn disappointing ttm as usual,so after that we went to chose our icecream & had desserts!!!

AFTER EVERYTHING, WE HAD OUR XMAS EXCHANGE.

I got Eunice pressie this time. Siwei got Shishan's pressie, a bag that is super suitable for her! HAHAHA. Shishan got Yiling's pressie,which has alot of skinship! Eunice got my pressie! And the winner Yiling got Siwei's pressie again this yr!

It was a memorable one with lots and lots of fun & love. Can't stop loving them,i hope every year will be so amazing as well! ♥

Great day with melissa & catherine today!

2011-12-17T03:18:00.001+08:00

Got some free dice at scape today! hehehe!!!

I admit that we look kinda 'scary' here. hehe but nevertheless,it was fun!

the flashbacks.

2011-12-13T00:08:00.004+08:00

This phrase brings out lots and lots of thoughts,indeed.

It really reminds me of so much regrets about this person,which i have never expected to have such an impact in my life at all. we have too much things left unsaid,too much things that you didnt know about me,too much misunderstandings in between us that wasn't even cleared eventually,too much reasons why we have drifted.

But these can only remain this way because there is really nothing else i can do to make it better. Really wished you knew. :(

The End. I know it's over. Time for me to let go,and move on (i hope).

love the beach,dont you?

2011-12-12T23:34:00.001+08:00

Went sentosa for picnic with the primary school friends today!!! :D

It was an awesome & memorable one afterall. Its been so long since i'm there alrdy, really.... ! The last time when i actually went to sentosa for picnic & camwhoring stuffs like that was when i just finished my olvls. REALLY LONG RIGHT? It was with my girlfriends somemore i remember! Then, the nxt time i went was for the flower festival this year followed by the hall camp activities.

Anyway. Really had a lot of fun taking pictures there! Love the beach:) Too bad,i couldn't be in the water ): And picnic at the start was kinda disastrous due to the short drizzle. Thankgod the weather turned perfect after that! Love the weather today!!! Hohoho. Hmm, will definitely look forward in going back there to play again. AWESOME MUCHHHHH.

♥

Awesome Saturday!

2011-12-11T02:04:00.005+08:00

Lots of love and thanks to the best people of my life "eunice yiling xiaoting jinyong & keith" for making today to be such a special one :D although I know none of them won't be actually seeing this but still v thankful for all these ❤

And I really feel so bad for pangseh-ing both sides a bit here and there,but sincerely in my heart I hope none of them gets unhappy about it ://

Now I wish for every Saturday to be this awesomeeeeeee too. and all the best things don't just end here ... Ending this post with 2 pictures taken today with the lovely people!(:

xiaoting & me! (:

yiling & eunice! (:

Now its all over

2011-12-05T18:58:00.004+08:00

Finally exams are over,survived my first sem of uni life! *yays* but let's hope I'll pass everything so I don't have to remod! Scared I fail:(

Anyway it's finally the long anticipated holidays!!! So happy,gotta make use of this fully and have a good good rest^^

So after the paper,went for Korean BBQ with Mel and cheryle! Hehe. And then shopping! SERIOUSLY I NV FELT SO SHIOK BEFORE!!! :):):):)

Now I shall end my post here with pics upload from my mobile,shall make use of this holiday to do more updating of my blog hehe:)) till then!

the phase of my life

2011-10-19T23:38:00.003+08:00

Okay, finally im here to type an entry again :)

Seriously you dono how happy i am to be actually typing this entry, cause this actually means having 'time' for myself. Throughout the past 3weeks, my life has been so mundane!!! Its like I'm basically studying almost everyday.

No joke at all. We have 24hours a day, and I actually spend 1/3 of the 24 hours available at least to study. Trying having 5 straight quiz in 2wks! Madness k. Almost broke down please. I think my course structure has a problem, they give too many quiz and they cramp everything like all together!!! THAT SUCKS!

And it's so demoralizing every time whenever you try to give your best 100% for the quiz, and nothing comes in return!!! Because some stupid profs just like to set funny questions that people either won't study or you don't even know at all... BUT ON THE CONTRARY, there's always pple in your course that spoils market because they are damn genius and thus they still score super duper well for the quiz making the class average super high which is damn irritating cause everything is by the DAMN BELL CURVE.

Sometimes I really wish there's such a poison that can make this people more stupid so they can stop doing so well for all the quiz. HAHA too much of forensic lecture, keke..... Sry for the damn long post of complain, I needed to rant so badly.

Ok enough of school work, i shall blog abt another topic :)

Just before all the quiz, i finally got together with my girls to celebrate siwei's birthday. It falls within my recess week, thankfully! Met up for dinner & we went to eat hot tomato express,quite an enjoyable dinner! And later in the night we impromptu had a a chalet stayover since ss had family chalet on that day.

Spend the whole night camwhoring,SUPER RETARDED!
Then,we also played some funny games which got us all high the night!!! Like running ard the room doing missions,thinking of it makes me wanna laugh again. Super fun,hope we have more opportunity to do crazy stuffs like that again!

Sigh thinking back, I really miss being so carefree in the past, not only just that night! I'm also missing how carefree my life was when im in secondary school,and also in poly...... now everything doesn't seems the same anymore.... why is everything changing so drastically? why can't i just have the best of everything? why can't time just stop moving?

right now,everything's so fast paced that i even feel so numb about it..... i guess this is the phase of my life i have to get used to it. but i really do miss those days...... :(

wish you were here.

2011-09-27T17:48:00.001+08:00

And the truth is, that I really miss
All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there,you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

recess week.

2011-09-27T12:09:00.001+08:00

Finally taking sometime using my phone to blog hehe cause I just downloaded the app. I hope it works.

Okay! So it's finally recess week.. And im back in the east!!! But this week is definitely not holidays cause the amount of quiz after the break is TERRIBLE. Sigh, I've never hated studying so much seriously :( especially on calculus and physics.. siannn

I just pray hard that I can see light in it this "holiday".. I CAN DO IT! HWAITTING~!

sighhhhhh

2011-09-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

So many thoughts are flowing through my mind ever since idk when..... But i just have no place that i can express it out. And i totally have nobody i can really talk to it about.This feeling of bottling up really sucks. But who do i look for, and who should i trust? I really dont know....... Haiz.

Will someone ever understand?!?!?

还是要幸福

2011-09-12T00:57:00.001+08:00

你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束

a blasting 20th!!

2011-09-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

Ok seems like this space has been neglected for quite sometime alrdy, time for me to update it! :D

Life has been great so far i guess? And i've just officially turned twenty (20) last week! Am no longer a teen anymore sobs so old so old!!! :(

Initially i thought i won't enjoy my birthday this year, but i guess everything just manged to turn out fine in the end. Had 6 celebrations this yr (despite whether it's a mini or a major one)!! Hahaha! 1st one was with girlfriends at Alps cafe, on polling day ph :D The atmosphere there is quite cool, i like:D it's something like timbre though hehe.

2nd one was a surprise from the og mates on tues where we had og steamboat, blowed the first cake of the year!

Og mates!!

And 3rd one was with poly mates at vivocity's fig & olive! super funny, my bday cake was a mooncake!! HAHA. Quite a nice celebration where i actually get to see everyone again! Felt like a long time since everyone actually gathered together also!!

Poly mates!!

4th celebration was with mummy and sis on saturday at T2 swensens! I was actually quite surprised that mummy initiated to celebrate it with me cause usually she won't! So i was actually quite happy about it hehehe :D

After that, i went to meet cindy and chowyin at 201 mac for ''supper'' but it turned that its actually a birthday surprise for me! hehe and it's on 4th september 12am! And it was my first cake in the midnight,haha fattening much~~ haha but im happy la cause it is the first time they actually celebrated my bday with me! that makes it my 5th celebration:D

Pri sch friends!!

The final celebration was on my actual day with the usual clique again!! Hehe and specially i must thank xiaoting keith & jinyong because every year without fail they will be there to celebrate it with me! ♥ hope there's more subsequent years to come! haha but i doubt they will actually read this lah. But anyway, that day we went to sing k in the afternoon & have dimsum for dinner. Simple celebration yet i think it's an enjoyable one :):):)

Taken when we were singing K!!

Sooooooo, that summarizes how i spent my 20th birthday this year. Quite an awesome one I think!!^^ And can time just stop here? I don't want to turn 21 next year!!!!!!!!

-Please let time pause here.

uncertainty.

2011-08-29T01:10:00.004+08:00

Why can't you just give me a proper answer?

I really hate this.

I think I really need to rant, but is there anyone willing to listen? Sometimes i just wonder is it me being so sensitive or does everything just doesn't go the way i want them to?! zzzzzz.

in need of time.

2011-08-23T01:10:00.003+08:00

Like finally i have a tiny bit of time for this space now!:)

So school has officially started like 2wks ago, and i haven't been able to update due to my busy schedule. Cause my life revolves only ard sch work & hall life during wkdays, friends & family during wkends. Totally have no extra time to do other stuffs. I wanna watch dramas also dun have time T_T

Overall, school was quite bad! So far only the chemistry modules are still more or less manageable? The only problem is that the tutorial questions all looks very alien to me suddenly despite me learning them before. I guess i need to revise on my poly work like soon:/

But right now, what i really hate is the maths and physics modules im going through! Its not exactly manageable at my level yet cause im like learning everything from basics again! :( I totally cant even remember a lil bit of functions from amaths in sec 4 needless to say all the concepts in physics which i totally suck at since sec school. GG!!

This totally sucks lah!! On a side note, there's alot of public holidays coming up! I should really use this break to revise on some sch stuffs. But after that, there's lots of quiz coming up!! Why so uni stress come by so fast? Last time poly still can enjoy until mid sem then come panick, now cannot alrdy :((

Anyway, august is almost coming to an end which means the arrival of september! :) heh my birthday is coming too!! But honestly speaking, i'm not excited to celebrate it at all.. Firstly, its never nice hitting the 20s and it really makes me realised that i am so old already! Secondly, its totally dreadful that my bday is on a sunday cause there's sch the following day & considering the fact that my sch is actually so damn far which means i can't hang out till late. In fact, i may need to go back to hostel that night itself which is damn siannn..

Hahaha ok la, damn emo leh it's getting late. i shall update another time! :)

feels like insomnia

2011-08-08T01:47:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO!

Am finally back from my hall camp yesterday!! Omg, this is definitely the longest camp i've ever been. Overall, it was quite a great one I must say.. and there's of course some activities which i would probably remember for my lifetime? Yahhhh some activities really did leave a deep impression on me. hahaha and great, i think im getting to used to my hostel alr! especially the super duper hard solid bed & slping without aircon too! :) Awesome me, heh

Anywayz now's camp over, school's next. I swear im totally NOT READY for it at all!!! And then i need to register my electives tmrw which totally cant do it cause im going out. plus i totally have no idea what elective to take!!!! Super sian arhhhh~

But im so thankful that there's national day ph & my timetable does not start tmrw if not i won't be even at home typing this blogpost at all. Hahaha so in the other words, i'll start sch on wed! But still, the thoughts of sch is ''SIAN TTM"!!!

Alright its getting pretty late, i should slp soon & blog another time. Till thennn, byez :)

it's all over now.

2011-07-29T00:59:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!

Today marks the end of my holiday temp job at ntu's student services centre graduates studies office. Actually its suppose to end tmrw but i requested to end it today, slightly earlier cause im going to my hostel tmrw! :D:D

AM FINALLY FREE FROM ALL THE MAD MULTIPLE CHECKING, UPDATING P FILES, FILING, OFFER LETTERS, EMAILS AND NAGGINGS FROM DOREEN!!!

Working there indeed gave me lots of fun, laughter and good memories to remember too! Lots of inside jokes, gossips and stuffs. Hehe! Though you'll see that i always complain abt work, but the fact is i think i actually enjoy working there. Honestly i've never regretted working there at all, despite the fact of travelling everyday to the west. I must be mad.

And about doreen, she's actually not a bad supervisor.. Hehe just cant stand her being too stressed & worked up at times, plus she like to talk and answer herself.. Its like sometimes she jus come in all of a sudden to ask a question then she will go "ORHHHH I know already" and go out. Not forgetting her standard phrase of saying "Why cannot find?! Sure have one! Go find go find!!!" , and the next moment she'll go "ORHHHH I know already, this one with boss." All very funny sia, I cannot take it!!!

Ok la... I will miss those moments man. Hehe anyway work ended earlier today cause doreen say we helped her alot today :) So as planned, me miyane nazreen met up with mel to watch Bridesmaid at vivo. Honestly, I wasn't very keen to go cause i don't even know what was the movie all about & obviously i wouldn't be interested. But i must say that i'm thankful i went cause the movie was damn funny ar. I like! And believe it or not, i didn't know it was M18 at all & it's my first M18 movie leh!! I should go watch Hangover too. Hahahaha

Alright time to head for bed soon, till then!

start of something new

2011-07-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

Ok.... its so late at night now, but suddenly i feel like blogging & I wonder how many people out there are back to reading my blog because I have not told anyone that im back to blogger already. hahaha

Anyway, it's one more week to the start of my campus life! I don't know to be excited for it or to be sad about it because i know my life would definitely change and i might not be able to meetup my close friends that often anymore. The thoughts of drifting apart from them makes me sad :'(

Hopefully campus life would be fun & i'll get to know more friends! hehe. Nxt wk is gonna be the last wk of work before i officially start school on the week after. Lots of things to do nxt wk, especially settling my uni stuffs. And i think i need to move into my hostel either nx wk or the wk after. Confirm need to buy alot of things, but i haven't start planning yet......... omg, everything is coming TOO FAST!

Can somebody pls help me plan my time? HAHA ok byez!

MAY is just awesome.

2011-07-22T01:06:00.004+08:00

Simply love this month of the holiday because most of the awesome events actually happenened during that period of time! I shall slowly list them down :D Hehehe excited!!

First, there's this impromptu sec school gathering at downtown east chalet organised by shiming. Surprisingly, this is actually planned like only in 1week advance and tada, here we have a chalet outing. AWESOME RIGHT! and most of us were actually being able to make it despite everyone having work and stuffs!

IT WAS A TOTAL SUCCESS! BBQ WAS ALSO GOOD TOO. Aish, I miss the bbq nuggets all of a sudden HAHA!! kk i very random lol

all the people who made this outing awesome.

Following that, we had this WILD WILD WET outing since we actually had 8 free tickets from the chalet previously. Unfortunately, many couldn't make it. So a few of us just go ahead with the plan in order not to waste the free tickets & we also sold away the remainder 2 tickets. *winks*

Hehe btw it was my first time going wild wild wet and that's why i think it's quite enjoyable cause every ride is like something new to me uh. But seriously there's too little rides there. In the end, we kept playing the same rides. HAHA!

the 6 of us who went wild wild wet :D

Next, we have dearie's grace birthday celebration also on the 23rd may which is just as awesome. What i like most about this is the ''ahtiong'' theme we had. Somehow or rather everyone knew what to do.. HAHA

First, we thought of this china flag cake customized for her. Then during work, me and van went to did this china air ticket thing together with a passport for her while reenie did a card in a china postage and huiqing did some china currency. LOL somehow or rather it was damn funny!!! cant stop laughing even till now whenever i thought of it.

But yeah, it was an awesome celebration! And i hope she enjoyed~

with her most awesome birthday cake ever!!! i bet she love it. HEEE.

Last but not least, there's also SP CLS GRADUATION on the 25tH MAY which is finally the day that marks an end to my 3years in singapore polytechnic. Had a wonderful time spamming photos around with classmates & friends that day. Really enjoyed every bit of that day till towards the end, my mum brought me the news that she lost my diploma :'(

But whatever la, it was still awesome ok.. esp the feeling of graduating from all your hardwork these 3 years.

one of my favourite photo from graduation!! with all closest polyclassmates :D

Late dinner with everyone after grad. AND YAY TO US, WE HAVE FINALLY GRADUATED!!!

Paiseh ah.. abit late & laggy to post this now, but it's better than never right? Hehe anyway, this sums up the month of may already. I hope i don't miss out anything important. Till then^^

story of us.

2011-07-20T00:40:00.004+08:00

This is one of the best Taylor Swift song I've heard out of all her albums. Love this as much as i love her song named Back To December!!!

The lyrics are really meaningful to the max! enjoy ♥♥♥

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Next chapter.

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.

And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

THE END.

back then.

2011-07-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

I can't really remember what i was doing since graduation from march to april. But i guess i was just slacking around plus enjoying my holidays. And also, at the same time planning for genting trip with friends.

So, I went on genting for 3D 2N. It was quite a fun experience as this was my first time being able to go overseas with friends. It was a good vacation I would say.But what i enjoy the most was actually the theme park only and my favourite was actually Space Shot. The after effect was SHIOK! Hmm if im going back there again, i will definitely take it one more time.

tada, this is the space shot thingy~ i miss the feeling when im on it LOL

genting trip with the clique.

After coming back from the genting trip, I was soon ''employed'' and eventually started working at NTU together with miyane's clique. It was quite fun working there actually, and plus it's damn slackkk. There's always so much funny & gossipy stuffs at work, that explains why i stayed working there for more than 3mths alr!

then there was also this crappy guy called yanhan working there with us, and he's forever quarreling with nazreen. Love to see them fight. SO ENTERTAINING :P

during work, we were so bored that we came out with the idea of pranking miyane & yanhan together when they so happen to be on leave together! hahaha

taken during the period when mel was still working

Anyway... i don't have anything else for april already. So i shall stop here! :P

back from hiatus.

2011-07-14T22:34:00.001+08:00

After such a long hiatus, I have finally decided to go back into blogging.. Hmm i hope this blogging mood would stay on :D

Its actually been 4months since i last blogged, omg.. seriously how should i start? And there are really so much things that happened during this period of time, both good and bad stuffs of course.

But i must say the 4 months was really one of the best holidays i ever had and the one which i've actually experienced a whole lot of different events! From all these, I think i've also grown up quite alot. hmm.... i dont really know how to put them in words but yeah, i like the change now! ^^

This holiday also made me closer with quite a few people which i never knew that i could get along so well with & also allow me to know more new people! Especially from work. Talking about work, I kinda enjoy working at GSO although my supervisor is kinda irritating at times. But i must say she really has very high tolerance towards us. So in conclusion, she's still nice! And that explains why i can actually stayed in that job for like 3mths already! My longest temp job ever, i can't believe it myself either! OMG?

Sadly to say, uni life is going to start very soon & im already at the last 2 weeks of my holiday! Sigh i really love the life I'm having now, work hard and of course play double hard! No stress at all. Hopefully I can get used to my uni life when term starts. Alright i shall end my long paragraph of ''reflection'' now, if not it would go on and on and on and on~! LOL

Hmm im wondering if i should update some of the interesting events which happened during this 4months of hiatus? Maybe I will, but not today.. I must sleep soon already. HAHA till then!!

perfect.

2011-04-04T17:09:00.001+08:00

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

- This is such a nice song! :D

Awesome week!

2011-03-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY,

Catching up with my girls for dinner on monday for gossips and more gossips! love them :D

SECONDLY,

Hanging out with the usual five on tuesday at nowhere else but dhoby ghaut. LOL srsly dunno why we always end up there? :D

LASTLY,

With the poly ppl on wednesday for a gaming session with lots of fun!

Played till damn high! keke & after that, we went for korean feast!

warnings! *Pictures to make you drool* keke

Appertizers! the yummy side dishes wakaka

Super yummy rice cakes~

Bbq pork!~

The most shiok is this steamboat heh. Awesome day ~

turn back.

2011-03-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Time for me to update abit... i've too many overdue posts :x

SENTOSA FLOWER FESTIVAL

with 3 girlfriends sometime ago in feb!

Very nice picture hor? haha even the angmoh in the background wanna kpo! LOL! :x

This 2 rabbits very funny hopping around. Cnt help to take picture with them haha!

Too bad i went to find the girls too late at night,I didn't take much pictures with the flowers. haha shall go again nxt yr if there's a chance hehe!

Next up was.. PTN WITH THE CLASS! :D

And it's the first time i ever tried ice-skating~ It's quite a nice sports actually, good thing that you don't perspire much!! haha :D

Almost everybody :D

woo back to year 1...? hehe miss those times! :D

At pizza hut for dinner with miss loo! haha!

And quite recently (like few days ago), we celebrated mel's birthday~

Hope she had a great time even though its kinda sad that there's actually only a few of us in here =x

Now that poly have ended, everyone's like busy with their own stuffs. Hope things won't end here uh! I better don't end up typing essay here. Haha till then :)

answers.

2011-03-09T00:09:00.003+08:00

Feel like changing my blog to tumblr officially. Don't know if i should or not. Haha.

THE END!

2011-03-07T00:47:00.004+08:00

I can't believe the 3 years has just gone by me in a flash,

AND I'VE FINALLY GRADUATED FROM POLY!!!

Finished my last paper advanced physical chemistry on friday! -.- Tsk what a way to end my poly life huh! It was damn bad i swear, I totally screwed it lah.. Haha. So after the paper, we still celebrated by K-ing after the paper + mahjong whole night till morning at jy's house. Awesome last day of poly to the max :DD

This is really weird, now that i've finally graduated, I dont know what's next?! Time really flies. I guess its time to really make plans & get a job soon. Aish. I feel so old suddenly.

:(

2011-02-26T00:21:00.004+08:00

Sigh, mixed feelings about life...

the final rush

2011-02-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

Seriously I've never expect to see this coming~ Thanks huh.

Ohwell, 1 last day of school and then it's going to be exams on tuesday alr. Time flies. 15 more days to the day of my last paper, i should look forward right?

Back to december

2011-02-11T01:35:00.009+08:00

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

FYP OVER! WHEEE

2011-02-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

SHIOK TO THE MAX!

FYP PRESENTATION IS FINALLY OVER.

Feels like graduation is really nearing already. Next up would be final year exams and that'll be the end of my schooling life in SP. Time really flies ~~

Ok! Now back to studying for ppchem test tmr :(

CNY'S OVER.

2011-02-07T22:13:00.006+08:00

Now the next thing to get out of my mind is..... FYP.

Cnt wait for wed to be over :)

I really don't understand what you are thinking...............

HAPPY CNY!

2011-02-04T01:43:00.002+08:00

Cny had been the same, going to the same places: yiochukang > harbourfront > bukit panjang!
Really hate the travelling part, but for the sake of angpaos..... MUST ENDURE. haha

Overall, it was a great cny. Shall post the pics taken, cause rarely got full family photos taken!

A full family photo from my dad's side. Such a big big family!

Diffcult to take such a photo k. LOL!

And one more with all my cousins. Got 20 of us altogether! haha

Dunno why but it seems so much like a class photo. poor tyrell crying in the photo opps :x

Tmr chu er, going to gugu's hse agn. hope it'll be fun too :)

everything with fries

2011-01-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

Feeling so hungry now, so i decided to update on this haha

Had ewf with mel & cheryle during our shopping trip last wk~

hahaha CNY is coming, and i have yet to finish shopping omg :(

p/s. the omelette in the burger was daebak :p

things have really changed now.

2011-01-29T16:20:00.003+08:00

i wonder why~~~~~~
what have i done wrong that caused this outcome? you wouldn't even tell me.

just so you know.

2011-01-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

Haha, feels so long since i updated my blog! I think got 2months already???
Hehehehe getting lazy + lost of motivation to blog.... for some reasons. hah

And srsly there's so many things that happen during my 2 months of 'mia' from this space. I shall make a short summary lol. But i lazy add in photos, so it's gonna be a wordy post :P

Nov'10: spent the whole month almost celebrating birthday every week LOL! cause there's ryner, huiqing, vanessa, cheryle and catherine birthday during that month. was super broke that month. hahaha but nevertheless, it was a great month!

Dec'10: was busy with mid semester exams at the start of the dec. then holidays!!! went out almost everyday during the holidays and also chiong most of my fyp report with cheryle on the last week of holidays...like meeting everyday at T1's teadot using their electricity. *grins* besides all these, i also had a great xmas eve this year with the usuals. cooked kimchi jigae for the 1st time which turned out well. spent new year eve with the same grp of ppl also :)

Okay, so that's about all for 2010. Overall, I just feel that there are quite a few things that didn't really go well. ohwell. hopefully 2011 will be better!? (i feel so late to be typing all these now LOL!)

wah i better end this post here, before i get emo~

korea food vs jap food!

2010-11-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

Finally im updating because video is loading right now LOL and i sort of sian to do my sch work. Hehe take break lah!! Omg how long have i been not updating alr!?

Blogging seems so foreign suddenly hmm kk gonna update abt FOOD to gian people!^^

Ryner's 19 birthday 1st nov which we elebrated at novena!

Went for korea cuisine as requested by bday boy~

Dined at seoul yummy!

Lots of variety to choose from~

Amount of side dish,free flow! wooo but we din even finish all LOL

Me is a happy girl when there's food LOL!

Dumplings!

Fish which is v nice!

Xt & keith's food!

Birthday boy's food!

Neo's food!

Mine & Deb's food!

TABLE FULL OF FOOD! syiok~

Dessert!hehehe

Very nice birthday card from us!!! *proud*

Birthday shirt to the bear :D

Next up, SUSHI BUFFET with the my siwei & yiling!! quite sometime ago alr~

SUSHI SUSHI!

this is damn awesome. tamago,hotate& ebikko! super nice!! omg~

yiling's favourite sashimi.

this is quite nice also! softshellcrab inside hehehe

soft shell crab craze!

ebi fry wootz!

tako ball!

my favourite potato!!!

and not forgetting beloeved chawanmushi!! :D

here's greedy foo! hahaha

and this is guo's standard shot! haha!!

last but not least,we had ice-cream to end the buffet. shiok to the max!

Ok, shall stop here for now. update another time byez.

你不知道的事

2010-11-05T01:29:00.004+08:00

hehehe feels so lag from the chinese pop songs recently (too much into kpop alr) haha! but anyway, 你不知道的事 is such a nice and meaningful song. Gonna replay many times tonight!♥ ♥ ♥

Monday blues.

2010-11-01T22:03:00.006+08:00

Its the 3rd week of school, and already im experiencing such a bad monday. So moody lol siannnnnnnnn! And im still feeling so moodless over everything that happened at home today. Sigh

Hold on tight.

2010-10-30T10:52:00.003+08:00

Hi,im here to update my blog cause im quite bored now lol. So its the end of the 2nd week of school already! time really past so fast :((

Even got my first formal report already, plus there's cfm more to come in the following weeks and its going to be a busy period agn sobbb. Plus its really a period to rush fyp already. SIAN ARH!

P&F formal: extraction of banana oil :D wooo ours looks so nice HEHE!♥

First day!

2010-10-20T21:43:00.001+08:00

So school started on monday, I feel that the first day wasnt that bad afterall maybe cause the day wasnt that long also. Or was i in a good mood that day to see my friends after so long?

However, the subsequent days srsly sucks. Everything so sian, hate this kinda life im going through. Feel so emo now arghhhh kk better stop liao~

Till then,bye!

4D3N at Aloha!

2010-10-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of "holiday", so i guess its time for me to blog about the chalet we had that was on the 1st week of holiday. Rather successful chalet in the end except for the phail bbq, & we had lots of fun :))

1st day: Bbqqqqq

Rather failed cause we the fire was damn weak like it would go off anytime.

We are always so failed in bbq :(

Luckily Mr Kwok ordered pizza! thanks to him :D

Soon, we gave up on bbq-ing & some of us just went to kbox to sing. haha and it was freaking cheap like $8 all the way to 2am! After that we just got so high till morning with drinking & eddie's game lol^^

2nd day: Did lots of random stuffs!

We slept in the morning, went cycling in the afternoon, and spent our evening with mr lam where he treated us dinner at Different Taste. Damn shiok!!! The total bill came up to around $200+ i guess & still mr lam bought us lots of snacks & drinks for the rest of our nights! :D

Celebrated zhisheng's birthday that night too.

This is a group picture (Y) :D

3rd day: KBOX!

Ton until morning with the rest, and then mel jy & i went home to sleep. Bth! But we came back in the evening to join the rest for another crazy kbox night LOLOL! =x

Taken at downtown! haha and eugene came back :D

At kbox againnnn LOL!

Wheeeeee!

Annyong nae sarang sarang sarang~~~

Towards the end, beechin & zhisheng came along too!

Hahaha and we all got so high over singing!!! wheeee

Some random shot in the night at the chalet! And nelson looks so funny HAHA!

Nothing much on the last day since it was just cooking and clearing up. But overall, the 4days & 3nights was damn fun & worth it. Don't mind to have another chalet again wootzzz :))

happy birthday happy birthday GUO!

2010-10-17T01:11:00.001+08:00

THIS IS A SUPER OVERDUED POST, SO SRY! LOL
I'm finally blogging cause im really too bored, and school's starting sobs :'(

2nd october!

Happy Birthday Guo!

Did this hillarious signage for her just because of her random tweet abt her falling down because her mum was mopping the floor! Nice okay we make until, so unique XD

We went to play wii at dhoby ghaut, it was rather an enjoyable one

Loves!♥

Asked andy & clique along too as a surprise for siwei to have more fun,

but in the end only sm & andy came. haha

Group photo of the day :D:D

Siwei and the guys, hmm oh well at least the "main" character came. not too bad! hehe

Wanted to prank them so much, but in the end they srsly coincidentally wore blue together.

We didn't sabo at all. Fate lah!!! :D

Foo with bd girl.

Eunice with bd girl.

Me with bd girl.

Ng with the bd girl.

And all of us!♥

Last but not least, birthday cake! :D

And to end if off, here's a photo of siwei and her signage. HAHAHA!!!

Ok, end of birthday spree sessions. May the spree continue agn nxt yr june for ngshishan! end of post :D

Steamboat feast!

2010-10-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome day with the cuties over at van's house where we had our long awaited "Post Children's Day Steamboat Session!" It was overall very successful thanks to van :D

Food was awesomely good. I love homemade steamboat. And of course the most, I love the bbq part!

KOREAN BBQ. Damn shiok! Everything put with cheese damn niceeeeee

STEAMBOAT SOUPP! Yum :D

Took this group photos only when we went over to the steamboat soup side! :D

4 of them!

4 of us!

After eating, we started playing ard & camwhoring!

Mel came out with the idea of making vanessa have long hair HAHAHA. Damn funny!!!

And mel wants to try to have long hair too!!!

And for some reason, cheryle has the most successful extension LOL!!

After eating, everyone helped in clearing up and afterwhich me van hq and grace started playing bridge before going home! Hehehe so remind me of chalet days. And to realize, i have yet to update on chalet also. Soon okay. Till then, bye!

changes.

2010-10-10T02:46:00.004+08:00

Oh, sepetember ended alr it's october now, im finally updating this space after so longggggg~

Today was supposed to be a happy day, a day filled with good mood but then halfway through reenie & i were talking about timetable. Then suddenly we realized a difference in our apc practical timing :(

Went home checked and then I came to realize our class got splitted into 2classes for apc and I'm in a different elective class as my girls, cheryle reenie & michelle! Why are we seperated?

I AM VERY SADSADSADSAD
):

바보라서

2010-09-29T01:59:00.000+08:00

I AM SUPER DUPER NEGLECTING THIS BLOG AGAIN!!!

Got lots of things to update on, but abit no time recently plus im watching drama! Super into kpop mood recently. Hahaha i guess i will slowly update when i have the time ba!

HERE'S ANOTHER ADDICTIVE SONG THAT IS UNDER MY 'MUST EVERYDAY LISTEN' LIST! :)) Actually practically all the songs so nice!

Ok here's a random side track: I wanna drink cupwalker pudding milk tea like right now! hahahaha :D

without saying.

2010-09-24T02:30:00.002+08:00

Ok, so chalet's over. 4D3N was indeed very very long and everyone was like super duper tired by the 2nd night. However it was an enjoyable one. Very much better than expected. HIGH!!! :D

But the bad thing is, now my body's clock is officially screwed because in the chalet we have been sleeping in the day instead of the night. And since the time is 2am now, I don't feel tired at all. Shit manxzxz feel so high! Need to try go sleep soon after finishing 1ep of my drama :x

Okay before ending this post, here's a super duper nice song im currently hooked onto.Its from my drama!!! Seriously the song v nice lor, and sad whenever it is played. Emo! Have been replaying & replaying non stop whenever i use itunes.Hahahaha sot alr.

awesome 19th.

2010-09-19T20:28:00.003+08:00

19th birthday this year was indeed a very memorable one! Its so wonderful that i cant even summarize everything into a blog post! Had 3 celebrations in total and every celebration was indeed a blast! :)

Its going to be a super long post I guess, hopefully people who are going to read this post will have some patience in reading! Hahahaha ok here it goes

1st celebration was with the LNSD and the CNWOO!

First thing first, mel cheryle jy came over to my house which was a surprise with my birthday present delivered which was an attire for the day. Thanks eh ((:

The 2 campers outside my house together with jy which were so noisy outside my house. haha!

Damn surprised and super duper happy to see them when i opened my door. Although i did suspected a little, but it was still a pleasant surprise! (:

Was damn shocked to see mel's card too, so creative lor she. haha!!

Outfit of the day from them as a gift (:

Likes this photo alot! Awesome photographer work. HAHA!

Sobz at my unglam photo on mel's card but i must say it's damn unique among all. LOL!

And cheryle's card which has the sweetest message of all! haha (:

And jy who came empty handed though. hahaha but thanks for the effort! :)

After the surprise, we then headed out to dhoby ghaut for our sushi feast! look at the long reciept (Y)

And since we spent above $200 on a single reciept, we got free mooncake from cathay restaurant!

And randomly I found a gucci wallet in gramophone! hmm, hopefully the person got back her wallet.

Taken outside cathay by either nelson or jh. Super duper unglam :(

After roaming around cathay, we decide to go have rochor tau huey. Major yums!!

Dearie and me!

Birthday card from reenie which contains so much of year 1-3 memories! nice to think back :D

Card from vanessa! Super duper creative can which is in the form of a CD. Super nice. XD

Next time when i ever release an album, it will look like that. LOL, must support k!

By the time we slacked until, it was night time already and we just randomly outside ps take photos!

And not long, another surprise with the cake! :)

With LNSD! hahaha

And with CNWOO! Cnt stop laughing at the CNWOO joke up till now. HAHA!

Grace super hand itchy, playing with lighter! hahaha.

And finally one last decent group photo to end the day! (:

2nd celebration was on my actual birthday and with the usual clique: xt jy keith ryner debbie!

So in the morning they met and prepared food w/o telling me

And they cooked like super duper nice dishes (Y) But look at the amount of rice, crazy much!

So while i was happily at home watching drama & eating my breakfast,

They were downstairs my block setting up. Jy even lied to me that he overslept which resulted in my dillydally-ing at home. hahaha

And yup of course i was surprised when i came out. Was still confidently telling my sister that there won't be anymore surprises outside my house or whatsoever, but was still wrong haha

And from far i saw debbie carrying my birthday card like some crazy fan. LOLOL!

Thanks all for the card!!! It's orange again, just like last year :D

And my present was a new wallet! Hopefully i can takecare of it better this year cause last year's present was also a wallet which ended up so cui :(

Focus on the pink colour card in the wallet. Hehe i like this picture :)

So cute right. Up till now whenever i take out my wallet, i will um chio the moment i see the little miss karaoke card. Hehehehehe k vehly random

Deb sleeping on the bus when were heading to 85 for dinner. hahaha

Jy was wearing red that day and when we placed the order, this was what the aunty wrote on the plate. hahahaha still find it funny up till now hmmm

Yay contented much after dinner!

Ok so thats about it, dint take much picture that day. Don't even have a group photo lor! Sad. Nvm but still it was an enjoyable birthday celebration :D

The finaly celebration was a super belated one on 11sept with girlfriends!

Heading to east coast park!

Activity was to have picnic which was an awesome one.

Took us quite sometime to sucessfully lay the mat down.

Finally settled down with all the food and our mats. Wheee

Amazing amount of food chef foo and hef ang prepared. (Y)

While siwei is away to wash her hands at a nearby toilet, we conveniently wash our hands using water from our drinking bottles. We are lazy people!

Potato salad without its dressing yet. Hahahaha

Kiwi tomato xiaobao hotdog and ham. Yum!!!

Grapes! Healthy much. :D

Cheesy hotdog ham bun!

Kong guan baoxzxz!

Birthday cookie which is somehow a little broken on its way here! :(

But still, thankyou very much. Such a nice cookie and effort!! :D

Making a wish and somehow foo commented that i sat like a buddha. LOL!!!

Finally blew it off! And yay, can start eating liao!!

EAT EAT EAT!

Siwei says "GOOD"! :D

Everyone enjoys the food :D

Such a sucessful picnic we had, as compared to the one we had in 3years ago at sentosa. haha!! :D

After filling our stomach, we went to burn fats by cycling. Haha!

Ng ride me while Guo ride eunice. And yl who is solowater she ride solo. Haha!

Ride until idk when & we rested to take photos :D

Resting. All looks so tired! haha

After resting, soon it was time to cycle back.

Left all over food from picnic & after cycling we finished the food at some random void deck.

After eating, we had 2 rounds of cluedo! (:

Me & ng game over le. Hahaha! Waiting for the rest to complete the game so we can go off.

We know the answer behind the envelope! hahaha!

Yay think guo win in the end. Hahaha so thats about the end of everything for my awesome 19th. Really enjoy all the activities which had been done for me. Feel so loved this year! hahaha k bye! ♥

you're hot then you're cold.

2010-09-18T03:06:00.002+08:00

Shopping day with foo and eunice is ♥

And as usual, today we randomly went to k again. It was not in plan but it just happen so sudden we got feel to sing. Love the random-ness hehe but we shuld have spend more time shopping la! Cause like nvr shop shuang leh, nvm we will go shop again hehehe

FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!

2010-09-17T01:53:00.003+08:00

So.......

Pccc was screwed up like totally. Walao, it was a total scam lor cause i study chpt 1 like mad & nothing much came out. Instead most of the parts which i never study came out. Ultra sad! Spot topic = fail. Whatever liao la, first time i feel so hopeless for a paper sigh ):

Anyway its holidays alr, so i shall not go think about it! Gonna update long posts very very soon I suppose. Hmm just finished watching my korean drama episode for the week which is ultra love! Cant wait for the next episode to be out! Heheheheheh XD

Seriously I can melt just by watching him smile sia!!!
He super duper got charm in his smile lor, I like I like! omg kim hyun joong is love♥ think i sot liao, HAHAHA k bye

the last one.

2010-09-13T21:41:00.001+08:00

JUST 1 MORE PAPER TO GO! (:

Although it's PCCC which is a sucker module. But come to think of it, it's the last already. Holidays!!! After thursday, i'll be super duper happy. Cant wait for friday actually, its going to be a shopping day! (Y)

And also I cant wait to update my blog after thursday, I wanna do my birthday entries soon! But right now, exams first. No study mood today leh since 1 paper just ended.... hmmm but i guess i should still do some reading (not memorizing though) hahaha k bye!

drool please. :D

2010-09-12T02:49:00.005+08:00

In case some ppl din see my twitter today, I want make you all jealous & hungry! HAHA.

Here's the most awesome picnic i ever had with @euniceeeeee @fooyiling @ngshishan and @laziemiiegsw at east coast park today as part of my birthday celebration. Wheee sooooo fun! ((:

Gonna update about it very soon as well, all after exams ok. Awesome 19th this year, so many people prepared food for me. Super duper touched to the max! Hehehe another one was frm xt they all! haha (Y)

Everything's so yummy in there srsly! Even the bao is awesome. HAHA xDD

that's what i say i'll do.

2010-09-10T03:13:00.002+08:00

2 paper down, 2 more papers to go. oh yeah oh yeah!!
Done with AOC liao, so happy especially when i see light in retro. Hehehehe (Y)

Next up is LM, laboratory management. Hopefully i can conquer the calculations tmr. Very scared no time to study finish everything cause i cfm damn slack one. So sian lor, come to think of it cause must study how to be supervisor stuffs again zzz.

Hmmm and 1 more day to 11th sept, yay i cnt wait to see my girls :)) It feels like exams are over somehow. Why year 3 no more study mood arh?!?!

Or is it just me!!!!! -.-

it's a dream.

2010-09-07T20:29:00.003+08:00

Done with ICP, the worse module in the course of dcp!!!
Can throw away lcs notes liao. Yay today's paper more or less easier as compared to pyps. Hahaha but so sian still must see him next sem for APC which i totally regret taking as my elective. Anyway lets worry abt it next semester since its over weeee~

Now.... must focus studying for next paper which is AOC. Yeah! Gonna countdown till the last paper ends, 3 more to go! 16september hurry end!!! I want my holiday real badly.

Ohyeah I have turned nineteen alrdy. Had an awesome celebration with poly & usual clique this year! So touched by everyone's effort in everything :D Looking forward with the girls on the 11th sept! ohyayohyay.

And I will blog about my awesome 19th birthday as soon as exams are overrrr. hehe

everything you should know.

2010-09-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

cGMP's over! So happy like anything after the paper today though i screwed up some parts.

Met up with eunice & siwei today for dinner and it was fab! Seems like a long time since i went town. Have been so stucked in the east for the past few weeks studying! Feel so carefree suddenly as if exams were already over but the fact is it hasnt even started. But anyway, i still enjoyed myself alot today :))

HAD DINNER AT ASTONS (Y)

Damn contented with dinner, have been craving for astons since dont know when. haha!!!

So after dinner, we then walked to fareast to shop. Not long, I felt thirsty so i went guardian to buy water & just nice my favourite minute maid was on offer. 2 for $2!! So i persuade eunice to buy with me hahaha then they started suan-ing me say i always tweet about minute maid LOL

After purchasing drinks, me and eunice got tempted to eat chicken.

Unhealthy us versus healthy siwei since she only bought mineral water. haha and we purposely isolated her bottle. So funny, like joke of the day :x

Wheee cant wait for 11th sept with you girls again♥

just the way you are.

2010-08-31T01:30:00.007+08:00

YAY, cleared with AOC quiz le! Kinda screwed up though, forget it since it's just 3%.
Next up is cGMP which is totally bedtime story. I must conquer it anyway.....

Hmm...so today after test I went Tm to eat lunch with the usuals. Lots of funny & random stuff. Hahaha oh yeah, went to buy the correction tape foo introduced & got free swensen ice-cream coupon. LOL! It's damn worth it leh. The icecream is $4.15 for 1 scoop, but the correction tape only cost $3.50 & got free 1 scoop. After hearing this, jy & cheryle went to popular like immediately to buy lor! Hahahaha super funny can, like uncle & aunty only. LOL ok must thank foo for such a 'lobang' hehehe so funny siaaaaa

Ok random post agn! lalala~ my birthday is coming ohyeahohyeah!

it's okay to be alone

2010-08-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

School starts tommorow. YOG's over! )):

First thing up tommorow is AOC quiz And im just going to school just for a quiz you know? This really sucks. I got no study mood at all yet,only got holiday mood. Plussss my birthday is coming just in a few more days time. This year really sucks, my birthday is right before Est. And that means I cant play hard YET. Doubt i will really study hard this time, hurry holiday la please!!

Oh...feeling a bit hungry now. Random much!

craving for ice-creammmm

2010-08-28T02:34:00.001+08:00

Awesome dinner with eunice & foo today ♥

Went downtown east because she says that the place is v. relaxing whereas tm is more stressful, so she doesnt want to go there. Hmmm maybe it's quite true!

Had random craving for ice-cream during our dinner. Foo suggested a tub of ice-cream. So ok SET, we went to ntuc (dte) to find but couldnt find the one we wanted. Even cheers also dun have! So we resorted to walking to whitesands ntuc to find it. Cant believe how determined we are.

AND THERE WE HAVE! WALLS ICE-CREAM. :D

And actually, it's quite economical to buy 1 tub to share cause 3 of us just had to pay like $2.70 each for so much ice-cream. LOL much better if you buy mcflurry from macdonalds. Agree much?

YAY ICECREAM FTW

Such a great great day with you girls. So much laughter & fun especially on bus 17 HAHA! ♥

Why!

2010-08-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

Why is it so hard to focus? :(

the little things that make life great ♥

2010-08-21T23:43:00.001+08:00

Gonna do some overdue posts in the month of july & august! Lots to update on. hahahaha :)

Celebrated nelson's birthday in the month of july. Had dinner at crystal jade kitchen!

22 cupcakes for him tt day LOL eat until so high! hahahaha

And we all ended the night at yellow jello. great celebration!

Singing with the 4 of them one random fri after school

Luv kbox! :) Especially downtown east kbox! shiok-ness

Cause the 2nd time i go sing again at downtown kbox, we got such a big room! (L)

Studying with foo one random saturday for icp quiz

Saw sm & nazrin tt day & ended up chatting for hrs. Super unproductive day i remember!

Steamboat at jy's hse few wks ago. Cnt rmb when but it was quite funnnn heh

Baking last week after fyp at keith's hse. heh!!

Clipped xt hair & we had this mad video on fb of her dancing HAHA

Got abit lazy towards the end and we made one big fat cookie donut! hahaha so failed

Celebrated keith's birthday on tuesday. Funny day all the way!

Met them after my fyp & before i came, deb's boots spoiled! hahaha

They went to glue her shoe. Couldnt stop laughing when jy & xt told me abt it when i met them

Deb went home to change her shoe first. So we went to ryn's hse to bake muffins for keith

Lots of funny things along the way. HAHA like 'tao suan' incident

Muffins on the way!

HAHAHAHA! Ryner looks damn funny here

K doned muffins!

Crappy photo! Should see the way it was tagged on fb hahahaha

Met keith at Bugis for steamboat dinner

Ate at tiantianhuoguo this time rd & yay we get the hotplate! :)

The food there was so-so only. I like the hot dog marination there though!

Slacked there for ice cream after our steamboat.

Looked abit failed here. Not the freshest icecream :(

Many unglams of ryner taken when we were slacking there. BEST! LOL

Debbie & I

LOL!

Great night spent once agn!

Supper with the 3 agn on wed night

The prata uncle so random ask us to take photo of him HAHAHA

Jy & I shared ROTI JOHN. (Y)gd!

I think this photo damn funny! No idea what they were doing downstairs while i was at home taking cluedo & they were waiting for me. hahahaha

Came out of the lift & got a shock cause Jy started crazily asking me qns like as if he was a reporter LOL srsly funny to the maxxxxx

And to be gd enuf, I still pei he with them! HAHAHA xt was the camerawoman

Cannot stop laughing sia!! Jy still damn serious LOL

BTH him so i decided to run away HAHAHA so funny sia come to think of it agn!!

Cluedo all the way till we went home! addicted liao :D

FYP on thursday morning agn, zs & nelson was there too.Went to find jy's grp for lunch tgt. haha

After lunch we went to lib to play cluedo harry potter version LOL

So difficult to play canxz. Prefer nrml version hahaha! We played 1 rd only though.

This picture damn funny cause zs looks so 'fa guang' inside hahahaha

Studied with them ytd after fyp ended &had prata for dinner. Asked jy to come along too

And we played cluedo agn. Cheryle died cause she drew a total of 5 clock cards. LOL so suay!!

Photo of yesterday hahaha! YAY end of update. bb! :D

trying so hard

2010-08-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

I should be updating on my blog soon before everything clumps up again
HAHAHAHAHA

But srsly duno where to start updating on. Holidays have been wonderful, haven't gone into the mood of studying yet. Hopefully the mood will come nxt week. Have been playin the whole of last week & most of this week too! Must start studying next week liao, hopefully! HAHAHA.

Online quiz today. Finally? It was rather crappy hahaha ok at least its over now. No more rushing home for quiz :)) Ok, till here for today. Shall update agn another time! :x

xiao long baosxz!

2010-08-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

Sometime ago when we celebrated yl's birthday,

WE WENT TO EAT HIGH TEA BUFFET!!! ♥♥♥

XIAO LONG BAOXZ FTW!

Omg looking at it makes me feel like eating now. drooling :D

So sad, i dun have any photos of the guo tie there. Its damn niceeee lor. Aiya, missing the food there already liao!!! HAHA!

After eating, we went to henderson waves

This is how high it will be from the bottom HAHA

And its access by stairs! Up till now, I cant believe how did we conquer it (kua zhang LOL)

3 of us totally ko-ed by the heat hence we stopped to slack,

While the 2 of them went all the way exploring the whole of henderson wave

The cloud formed a heart shape that day. So nice!! haha

BEN & JERRY @ Vivo to end the day :)

YAY I LIKE MY NEW SKIN

2010-08-13T02:12:00.001+08:00

Hehehe!! Gonnnnnna update my overdues very soon yea!
Anyway, today's dinner at 85 with cheryle jy mel & vanei was goood. Ytd's baking was good too. Everyday is a bliss ♥♥

happy birthday happy birthday EUNICE!

2010-08-12T02:28:00.001+08:00

One day before eunice's birthday. The 3 of us metup to go get her present! :D

Met them after school. Soup spoon for lunch!!

And after getting present, we had dinner at fareast banmian which was superb!!!

The 'infection' name for foo's pinkieeee LOL

FRUITY CRAZE. Me and Guo, after dinner! that's abt the day :D

The following day, Eunice's big day :D

We went to sing KBOX. And we managed to book such a BIG ROOM for her!!!

It's the BIGGEST ROOM at downtown!!! shiok to the max :D

(Actually not we book one la, is we damn lucky get such a big room. hehe DAMN HIGH I TELL U!)

DAMN HIGH REALLY! We cant stop omg-ing when we enter the room HAHA.

SO ITS SINGING + CAMWHORING the whole day! :D

Eunice & Foo!

Guo & Me!

Birthday girl & me!

Foo & Guo with birthday girl!

Just the 4 of us at kbox that day. Wasted for ss cause she had sch so she came ltr!

w blankets! Inside got freaking 8 aircons, so cold la!!!!

HEHEHE!

And when we ended our singing session at 7, shishan came over liao!!!

And we had a grp photo again with ss :D HAHA!

Dinner at buddy hoagies with mind games as entertainment & we almost all went crazy!

BUT STILL DAMN FUN :D

Last activity of the day: Sing birthday song w cakeeee

And here's the cake! Such a cool way to light the candles ya?

WE ARE SO CREATIVE! :D

YAY HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY EUNICE !!!!

COMPARISON OF HEIGHT!

Enjoyed that day ttm! Gonna keep this post short & sweet, till here!!!

-WEEEEEEE I FINALLY UPDATED-

So lazy to update liao nowadays. HAHAHA! Ok will blog soon aagin! :D

its all over nowwww

2010-08-07T02:50:00.001+08:00

HECTIC WEEK OVER (Y)
All the assignments are clear for now! Although there are still test to come in week 20, but that's after yog anyway. So its holidaysssssssssssssss :D:D:D

Gonna update my blog really soon, it's been rotting for so long. So much things to update on srsly!!!!! I'll find time to do so, I hope?

Oh yes, today we celebrated eunice's birthday! Went to dte kbox, and guess what we got the biggest room of all. So damn crazy that we zi highed like alot alot! So fun today♥YAY

I'm going to update about that very soon, probably tmr!!!
Too late now already, 2.43AM.

we'll be like that

2010-07-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

Blog has been so dead, I totally have no time for a proper update!

Am updating now cause I seriously cant stand doing reports anymore. I need to rant! Really hate this period of time so much! Overloading of school work, with everything piling like mountain! Its 2 more weeks to YOG, and I srsly cant wait for all this shit to be over.

Currently have 2 formal reports, 3 coming tests, 2 group assignments and also last 2 datasheets for LM and ICP to chiong withnin this week and next week. CAN DIE!!! Srsly man, why the lecturers all throw so many stuffs to us at the 11th hour? On top of that, there's still Fyp on going. Year 3 just sucks!

Though I'm damn busy, I still hope I will have time to watch Sorcerer's Apprentice next week! hehe too much good movies recently. Watched inception this week, and the movie was great! :) Ohyeah, recently I'm hooked onto FT island, LOL very random i know! Leehongki too cute already, cannot resist! HAHA!!

CUTE RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT? ♥

Ok, I sibei random. Anyway, I'm gonna sleep soon. Till then!

short update

2010-07-18T02:32:00.005+08:00

Life has been great and I must say that school really sucks now. Have been going out so often that I've been too busy and overloaded with stuffs to do. Shall go out lesser next week onwards & will update properly sooner or later when im more or less free! Thing to update on: nelson's bday, foo's celebration & some stuffs which i've forgotten what else HAHA lazy think!

OH YES, DESPICABLE ME WAS DAMN NICE!!! So much nicer than ToyStory3. I love agnes so much in the movie~ She's so super duper cuteeeeeee to the maximum k! This is probably the best cartoon movie i've watched so far!! :)

♥♥♥♥

NEXT UP: INCEPTION! (I MUST WATCH cause so many pple say nice.)

weeee random, nth better to do. ok im gonna slp it's 2.27AM nowz!

happy birthday happy birthday FOO!

2010-07-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

5th july Its foofoo's birthday on monday.
Rushed off after lessons ended that day after 4pm, it ended damn late thanks to stupid mr lam! Chionged to plaza sing to meet eunice first hoping to reach before foo does. Went to bought a snall cake with eunice as a little surprise for foo! Luckily it worked out well. YAY :D

The cake from Rive Gauche! Oreo cheesecakeeee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOO!

A picture in the middle of nowhere HAHA! :)

Had dinner together with Eunice and after that, she went home while me and foo proceeded on to watch Eclipse and the movie again wasnt that good. Aiya expected.... haha

After the movie, went to meetup with Ng at tampines and spend the last few hrs with foo till her day is offiicially over :)

LOVES ♥ hope she enjoyed her day!

the marina bay sands experience

2010-07-05T00:31:00.001+08:00

Invitation from kel to marina bay sands sky garden on friday. It was rather screwed up overall because of the bad weather. Oh well, cnt blame it on him actually. But overall, it was still a great hanging out with all ♥

Took this while waiting for the DAMN shuttle bus!

Me and xt.

Xt and jy.

Jy started this. HAHA retarded much!

On the shuttle bus, cool lightings but fucking long journey. And i had stomachache on the bus, so it was rather hell for me. *Curse and swears*

At the hotel lobby! Damn nice woo, and we started camwhoring there.

In the lift, to the 57th floor. So freaking highhh

Awesome view from the top :D

A group picture more or less with everyone? :x

The view of the casino from the top. like cool :D

One last picture to end this post. yay nice picture. i like♥

you'll never understand.

2010-07-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

Its July already! Haven been updating my blog ever since school started. Actually its because im lazy and busy with my own stuffs hehe! School's tiring also la.

Ok backtrack to some overdue posts, just gonna post photos though hehe!

1) Gathering during the 1st wk of holidays with andy shiming yongseng & kaiyong along with my girls. Watched nanny macphee! Nice day w them yeah. Hope there's meetup more often but difficult la! D:

Love this group picture :)

And this too. :D

2) Marina barrage water fest 'rehearsal'. As much as i can remember, for the whole day we did nothing but camwhored like mad :)HAHA!

Woo i like the background of this picture!

The girls. I just realized Hq not in the photo!

The guys.

Bet gracexz love this photo the most cause she was the tallest in it :)

After the event, 4 of us went to Kbox while the rest either went home or slack after lunch at xinwang's :)

Loveloveloveeees

3) Actual marina barrage water fest event. This year the t-shirt was yelloww which is so ugly tsk! Anw, it was quite a slack oneeee. Took many photos that day! I think we taken more than 300 photos crazy!

One of the picture taken before the event started hehee

During lunch, someone took this. HAHA quite nice actually. I LIKE! :)

Marking room :)

Wooo!! emcee zs & eleen :D

Random gossip that day: Nelson & Grace. LOL so qing mi canxz the photo!!

ok and finally some group shots in random order :D

Took pics with kwok too! HAHA he looks so cute here

Wooo! with the VIP which is the director for cls i think. hahaha

Grp picture with everyone at the end of the event.

Another one hahaha! :D

Ok shall end here for now. Will continue the post tomorrow if possible! Its going to be 2am soon! bb! :)

happy birthday happy birthday NG!

2010-06-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

The birthday girl kena forced to carry our all barangs barangs HAHAHA!!

Making a wishhhh :)

Blow off the candles~

Happy 19th birthday Ngggg! :)

The pretty birthday cakeeeey

Was made to go back home after that to take some 'plates' to eat the cake cause we kinda celebrated under my void deck. hahahaha

Sadly I couldnt find paper plates at home thus i brought aluminium foil instead HAHAHA

Aluminium foil very nice to use ok =x

Tada, giving of presents :)

Group photos :))

Yeah love you girls ♥

After which, everyone got a hug from the birthday girl. Guo and Ng! :)

Me and Ng!

Foo and Ng!

Eunice and Ng!

Great celebration afterall. Next birthday is foo yiling's wheeee ♥

too used to having you beside

2010-06-26T00:33:00.005+08:00

It's the last week of holiday already!! The holidays have zoomed past like a blink of an eye! Need to update briefly on the event first before I 'lag' and forget everything again like what always happen hahaha. For thurs & fri, i think i'll update again with pictures but right now im v lazy soooooo yeah :)

Mon to wed went to schoool for fyp, had some meetups after dinner & so on. I think i totally burnt my holiday.

Then, thurs afternoon had a meetup with pri sch friends to sing in the afternoon and it was was damn bloody expensive. Felt so scam, $23 leh!!!! I can have more k-session with that amount spent lor. Very xintong at first but nvm luh, at least i get to meetup with my long time no see pri sch friend cause i only meet them like once every holiday or none. Hehez afterwhich i left earlier and meet up with girlfriends to celebrate ng's birthday at 201 for simple dinner. Awesome meetup with everyone! wheee ♥

Friday (which is today), I woke up damn early for the stupid water festival thing and it happens to be a scam. Felt that we didnt even need to go, its more for the mc lor. So we sort of 'zhuo boh' there. KNSSSS the rain was damn heavy this morning leh, how nice if i could stay at home to slp instead!! After our event, me cheryle vanei & mel went kbox with justin's clique. Thought it would be awkward for us to sing with them, but seems alright in the end. After that, we went slacking ard because we all have no feel to eat. And eventually we still force ourselves to eat at 9 just to make sure we dunt get hungry in the middle of the night. Dunno why today's lunch was damn filling and the chicken really make pple sick siaaaa -.-

NO MORE XINWANG !!!
(Although the person just gave us free membership today lol)

Soo that's about it for the week. Not sure if im going out tmr, suddenly dunt feel like it cause my report nvr finish! I die alr, left 2 more days before school starts. GOOD LUCK TO ME! :) ok bb!